Dear Whomever is reading this,
Your probably wondering why I started this blog. And it's not what your expecting, but it's going to be about my life. Who am I? Yea you may be wondering. On my behalf that will be kept secret. I needed a place to vent.
I feel as if I have no one to talk to anymore. My best friend isn't around like she used to be now that she has a boyfriend. Which I completely understand and I happy for the both of them.
Seeing as she's not around to hear my rambling and hear all my stories and thoughts, I decided maybe I'll just write them down. A blog was my first thought. Everyone has their own life struggles and by all means if you don't want weight from someone else on your shoulders you don't have to contiune reading this blog.
Really it's just for me to document how I'm feeling and the struggles I'm going through in my life at the moment. Everyone whose had the merical of life and getting to be a teen like me has had their rough patches, but everyones story is different.
This will be the beginning of me telling mine.We don't have to go all the way back to birth, in case you were wondering though I was born in the year of '96 in sunny Florida. Yes that makes me 17 years old as of a few days ago.
During the past few years I feel as if I've been spiraling into a bad place. I've always been the good kid, the one to be on honor roll and never be in trouble.
Ever since I found out somethings wrong with me, mind you I have no idea what it is, it's taking a toll on me. I'm not myself.
I know I should still be the happy go lucky girl I used to be, but in all honesty I'm not. Putting this all into words is actually quite terrifying. The story on how I found out something was wrong will come another day.
But that was just to get things started. I've wanted to make a blog and do something like this for a while. And if no one reads it that's fine by me. It's like my digital diary. It's personal to me. Hence why I want to keep "ME" a secret.
Anywho I'll be on my way till I have better things to ramble about.
